can i choose not to love you

2007-10-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

TATA PEOPLE ;DD
i dont wanna say what happened this few says cause its all bad , really bad .

& to both of them ; i love you both , i really do but sometime , i hate you . i wish i could take a knife & kill you right away . Pardon me for my rudeness but i dont wish it to happened either .
The way you all are treating me ? its like , i am in the fault everytime ? all i just want is freedom ? Yes , you may think i am disobediant or whatever but do you think i like it ?
Quarreling with you all every now & then , it fuck suck alright ?
No matter what , you both are still my parent , what can i do ? report you to the police for locking me in the house ? Or taking a knife to slash you both to pieces ?
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU , but mummy & daddy ; i do still love you all :x
i know i know , its not easy having a daughter like me ; not getting the result you want , talking back to you , not caring about the curfew you all gave , quarrel with you , run home .
but mummy & daddy , i dont wish it to happen either ? who will like it to happen ?
all i ever pray for is freedom & trust
i have thousands & million of reason to love you & hate you at the same time but no matter what , you are my parent & you have been feeding me so thanks you
&& mummy & daddy ; iloveyou <3

& this is for serene taoeh ;
you know i love you ehs {: we shared sweet & bitter time together xD
yup , bad thing may happened to us in the past but now , i love you moremoremore {:
& you are always there for me ; lending me your ear & giving me suggestion .
Yup , i admit , i didnt listen to you & shermaine mummy in the past butbut now i have change & i learn to listen . You may scold me sometime but i know its for my own good {:
taoeh , i will always be here for you either {:
Thanks for always being there , iloveyou loads loads {:
taoeh & ginna never say fang <3

&& eunice qingren ;
my deardear qingren ; i loveyou loads loads ehs {: you are always there for me , giving me suggestion & lending me ear to hear my crap crapcrap ~
You are always there to help me with my mother , i am really touched with it :D
yup , we may fought sometime but at the end of the day , i do still love you cause you stand thousand place in my heart {: & no matter what ; you forever stand many many place in my heart :D
really a bigbigbig big thank you for you ; i do not how to tell you how thankful i am to you
but but qingren ; thanks you & iloveyou :D

&&&& I WANNA THANK THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME THIS FEW DAYS :D
THANKSTHANKS ; ILOVEYOU (: MWACKS MWACKS xD

2007-10-23T02:34:00.000-07:00

Helllo people ;D
went out with my fangying eviltwin , serene taoeh , eunice qingren , zhibing ahyi & wen zhen yesterday {:Actually its a last minute thingy ehs ? cause i & eunice qingren was having breakfast together & after wards , she came my house & serene was asking us to go ;D
Was at my house waiting for me to get ready all this till 2 , then me & wenzhen went eunice house to wait for her , till 3 ?took cab to northpoint interchange meet up with serene , zhibing & fangying & took bus head down to bugis , on the way there , fangying & serene was helping with make up lah , & we get down one stop earlier :/ HURS ! nevermind ,
then wait for the second bus to come {: Reach lers , saw baby ahdan & baby ahwen ? lols lols . Went SHOPPING ;DD hohos ~ i want buy anna sui perfum lah !
Was walking around bugis street , saw nothing i like :/ hur hur hur ! in the end bought 2 tee shirt ~ serene bought 2 tee & a short , zhibing bought necklace & short & fangying bought 2 teeeee also xDD
At first going far east to continue our shopping but fangying not enough money lers so went to amk hub , ohminetian ~ saw a heel so chio lah , tiantian uhs ~ all of us like it man :DDDD
butbut ex ehs :/ intheend , sad to say , serene didnt found any shoe she like ~
Went to eat NEW YORK NEW YORK , its damn nice lah bodoh ~ ohminetian uhs , nicenicenice ! i wanna eat again sooooon ! & the BILL is MORE NICE ; the bill add up to 98++ $ lols , butbut its worth it lah since its so yummmmmmmmy xDDD
alrights 9 ?me & eunice cab home ~ was cam-whoreingg the whole way home ;DD
alrights , alrights . photo time xDD

serenetaoeh & me love love <3

she is my sotsot evil twin :DD

the food we ate ;DD yummy lah ,

ohminetian ~

ahyi&me {:

yeoyeowenzhen & me ;D

SIAN UHS , i am POK AGAIN ! NBCB SIA *&^%#!#$ ! HURS !

weeeeeees ~ tomorrow my sot sot deardear coming my house at 8 plus in the morning :/

siao one her , pon school , LOLS . then we also dont no where to go , want go escape , but never open , hur hur hur ! alrights , tata people :DD

ILOVEYOUGUY ~

2007-10-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

helllllloooooooo people :D
i know i know , everytime you guy come my blog will be the same reaction ;sian , didnt post again . lols lols {:
alrights , i left my blog rotting thanks to my lazy--ness , so cannot blame me ehs .
blame my lazy--ness if you want :D
whoot ~ this whole week , i went to school once ? only ?
monday dont need go , tuesday i went , wednesday i forget i got went anot , thurs dont need & friday didnt again :D
boreddd lah life , i wanna work but i cant find ! &*%#$&((*^^ lah haiyo !
Went out with eunice qingren today , so long didnt went out with her lers ?:D
met her at 2 at her house , waited for her from 2 to 3 plus :/
she dont no what to wear ehs , haiyo , 3 plus ?
took cab to amk hub , one the way there , was cam-whore--ing all the way lah xD lols .
upon reaching there , went walk walk & i was like wtf ? bored lah !
ohminetian ~ bored man , oh oh , saw xie shu ying ? & huang lu jian ? chio & shuai lah ! tiantian ~saw lousie , wee liong , jastina & diona ? or whatever ~ disiao lah them :/
amk hub was so boreddddd lah ~ bored till i had craving for food .
so went to the basement there buy durian puff & durian muachui ? & chocolate :D
& headed to take cab to causeway , on there way there , the driver which is a girl , was kp--ing uhs , haiyo , this few times , take cab forever kena kp ders , zhen shi ders !
reach causeway was bored too , & we was like deciding what to eat , soul garden ? jack place or pasta mania ?
hohos ~ & went archard playplay & took neos :D so long didnt take lers , alrights ?
Took neos lers , went eat pasta mania ,
& we was like fuck fulll lah . After makanmakan , take bus home ~
talk to qingren many many , sigh * & i read something that i was ; how can i describe my feeling ? i dont no , whatsmore , i cant think about him now , i should carrys on with my life , right ?
alrights , enough of my jiaowei , photo timeeee :DD

i have being take cab all days ! i dontno what i spend on sia ! i bought 11o $ out & didnt bought anything & now only left with 4o plus !? WTFFFFFFFF ~ broke lers lah !

&& i have somethings to say to two person that i lost ;

FIRST PERSON :

yup , we may be memories & memories .

yup , i admit i didnt treasure you last time .

but time have pass & people do change

so i have changed .

you may choose to hate me or whatever

but i wil be here waiting for you to be back :D

as i look back to the past , i smiled & cried ~

those sweet & bitter time .

i remember the day you talk to me in canteen .

i was happy , really happy .

i thought we were still friend .

but today as i read those lines -

you tells me that ,

nope , we aint going to be friend anymore .

So , tc alrights ? be happy with your life now {:

& i promise , one day if you were to look back .

i will be here smiling & waiting for you :D

FOR THE SECOND PERSON :

because of my moment of rush .

i turn everything upside down .

& to say i am regret

aint going to change anything .

butbut i do still treat you as my friend .

yup , you may hate me now

but i just wish to say ,

i didnt forget you

& i do still wish that there will be

second chance for our friendship .

take great care alrights ?

& i were love to wish that ;

the next time i see you ,

you will give me a smile :D

TC ALL MY LOVED :D

2007-10-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

I am still so fuck up with my hair , dont ask me why
you should see it your own ! i still wish i could tear the shop down & burn it out ! rahhhhh ~
Today had maths paper 1 & literature & its so not easy especially literature . I never thought
that literature could be so diffuclt , ohminetian lah ~ how am i going to pass this term exam ?
To say i am regret & to wish that time could turn back is crap & dreaming lah .
Alrights , i shall not think tooo much lers since it had already passss .
But & but i am in a holiday mooooood now ! coloured hair , jobs , chalet , chalet & chalet !
weeeees ~ hear me shout YAYAYAYAYAYAY ;DDD
&& i am damn heart pain lah , why ? cause i had drop my phone like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 times !?
ohminetian uhs & it hasnt even one month with me ! :'(
So so , today after paper went to met shermaine mummy , geraldine & pau line was there tooo ,
slack at mac && you should know , camwhoreeeeeeeee ~
Shermaine & me was so disiaosiao in mini toon lah , we keep disturb the people there ,
Zhi bing at there laugh till dont no like whatwhat (((:
alrights alrights , photototo time :DDDD

i know i know , this pic hen fuck tooot
butbut i still like it xD

my bian tai mother beat ders :x

see my hair ! & tell me why should i
like it !?

bodoh hair ! rahhhhh ~

when i am boliao-ing during exam ;DD

tc tc tc peopleeee , weeees ~;DDD

2007-10-07T02:19:00.000-07:00

alrights , a quick post before i go to bath & out to eat :D
Went pub with jaime , shermaine mummy & yaui , its at Tanjio pagar ? or whatever its spelling , pub name call BON TIMES ;DD
alrights , i shall let the photo do talking :D

i just realise their pattern is the same {:

babe babe ;D

chio lah can ?

i dont no what is this
but i find it nice lah xD

cheeers :D

tc people && do well for your eoy xD

2007-10-05T22:06:00.000-07:00

I went to reborn my hair yesterday , well , i dont no what to say about it .
So met yahui at 1 ? went to 9oo plus to trim my hair , i have aload to comment about the shop i went , when i look at it from outside , i know i can trust this salon , the interior make me feel comfortable & i am very very pleased with it even though i have to sit at there for one hour plus just to had my hair cut :D
I went to Chong Pang to have my hair reborn , i am not happy with it , the shop ; i wasnt pleased with how they served the customer even though they are friendly & i love the auntie that did my hair , yes , it may be cheap but i dont like the way their shop are , its messy & i dont no how to say about it . Yahui was real regret to have her hair extand & she take off all her extand hair last night , i was like lols ?
& i swear i wish i could tear the shop down !:D
ALrights , i shall continue on my blogging , reborn till about 5 ? went to causeway to met burger cause he was like begging me to go & i saw jiayee , oh , she's pretty && she is a pretty high class ah lian :D & she is so sweet lah , can ?
THIS IS FOR BURGER ; YOU THIS BODOH BURGER , ask me to meet & what ? dump me at there & with your friends ? lucky i know jia yee
yahui & me went off at 7 plus cause we had to rush to tution .
alrights , photo time ;D

IANYEOHUANGHUI ,
i did write your name , OKAYS !

i have to post a photo of you & me:x
cause i love you so :D

shes pretty , aint her ?

she's my pretty high class ahlian :D

i am lazy to post rest of the photo ;x tatata ~

i am damn confuse , i am the middle one , both also my love ones :D
they may be separted but i am sure , in each of their heart , they still share the same bond .
both of my dear girls ; girlfriend do quarrel especially that you all known each other well & long . i love you both , i will be with you both so dont tell me to choose each either of you .
Love is selfish so i do want to have you both ;D

2007-10-03T01:19:00.000-07:00

RAHHHH ! HELLLLLO PEOPLE :D
rahhh rahhhh rahhhh ! started exam lers ! piang ~
Yesterday had english paper , was alrights lah lah lah xD but but TODAY PAPER !
chinese , was so ohminetian difffuclt , i never once thought that chinese will be diffuclt for me :x

Yesterday after school , went northpoint with Eunice sweetheart , wendy dearest & ming san ,
went meet honey after that , headed down to causeway , call kayden & ask him he there anot , he say yes & went meet him , ask him help us buy cigratte thens lah lah lah , puff puff ,
after wards , got things that i shouldnt say & dont wanna say :x
Went met kayden & his friend again , DISIAOSIAO LAH THEM
ONE BANANA , ONE BURGER . LOLS LOLS :D
i took a pic of kayden smoking , he knew lah . ask me send him somemore . HOHOS ~

hohohos :x

Today after paper , went norhtpoint awhile jiu went amk met deardear :D

PRETTY LAH SHE , sot sot ders her :x but i do still love her , alrights ? met awhile , she jiu want go home lers but going out next week :D wooooots ~

PHOTO TIME WITH PRETTY LADY :D

boliao--ing xD

i swear a girl from head to toe , up and down , in & out , like me SIOL

isit my long lost TWIN !? && she is moping floooor lah , haiyoyoyo :x

i swear its not me ME ME :X

2007-09-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE PEOPLEEEEE :D
rahhhhh ~ bored man , today went to school per normal
Got back math test paper , was so diasppointed lah ! wendy even get more makhen me , she passsss , i fail , oh tian uhs , finally feel the feeeling ; the dissapoint in me :{ i wanna study
but i do how to start & somehow , i cant focus , hais , suan lers :D

So today after school had oral exam , from 2 tillll 4 , long ehs ? was quite easy lah .
After that went met yahui baobei , hohos ~ went amk hub , i wanna find shoe :D
from 4 plus tilll 7 plus ? didnt manage to find one , intheend , bought the i quite like ders , got a lil high ?hui bought a hoe & tube toooo . hohohos ~
sian lah :x & i didnt see any nice clothes lahlahlah , lols {:

&&TMD , tomorrow have to give back phone to JIREN , wahlanlan :(

BOY ; i do not how to tell you .

tata people :D

2007-09-24T05:04:00.000-07:00

thats how much i love her x3s

your sweetwhisper ; boy .

i shall do the mwacking lah :D

i love you upside down , inside out
anyhow uhs , COPYRIGHTED LEHS xD

Lets LC lady (:

i wore till fuck ugly lah , cans ?

lahlahlah xD

thats when i love you . hohohos ~

bitchy baobei & darlink :D

& after what had happened ,
our relationship becames more solid [:

HEY PEOPLEEEEE {:

two blog will for today {: one for yesterday & one for today :D

yesterday 24.o8.o7
Went town with yahuiiiiiiiii :D like so super duper long didnt go out with her lers :D
met her at 4 plus ? thens OHMINETIAN , I WEAR TILL FUCK UGLY LAH cause i hen pekchek , no mood pei clothes &&s got a BODOH BIG PIMPLE POP OUT OF MY FACE ! tian uhs ~ tian uhs ~
Okaysoksays , met hui lers head down to heeren , she want to buy slipper lah . the havanias ? butbut she didnt found any she like lah , i told her to buy a flip flop but she dont want lah , haiyo :D Thens walk walk till 6 plus ? headed down to cine , hen lil people lah :x went eat PASTA MANIA {:{: & went walk walk again :D hui bought a tube from Blossom , i wanna but their CARDI LAH LAH LAH !xD

shop shop till 7 plus ? intend to go esplanda ders ~ i wanna see the night viewwwww :D & as we were walking out , heard someone call HUI , thens we both turn around , lols . look look , dont have anyone ehs , so continue walking , thens someone call hui again , this time know who lers , saw MinYi & a girl call Cherly , they were both so PRETTYYYY LAH CANS , I SERIOUSLY LOVE CHERLY BAG :D so nice lah xDxDxD thens i took cig from Cherly , THANKS YOU LAH PRETTY AHLIAN , ohs ohs , Min yi & cherly both wear like what you now ? Typlical ahlian ? (spelling fail) but but hen nice hen nice man :D !

Anyway , didnt went to esplanda in the end , lazy go so headed back to cine & hang around lors , till 9 ? took mrt homeeee ~
CAMWHORE IN MRT && bitchy baobei ask me not to zilian anymore -.- lols , where got lah
BITCHY BAOBEI , YES I LOVE YOU MAN :D

14.o8.o7
School was per normallll , serene bought phone lers ,so good lah hors :D ! envy lehs :x
Took photo in classs butbut stupid laptop ! CANNOT UPLOAD , tmd ~

ALrights , tata people ~
I love all my gans :D

2007-09-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLO PEOPLE :D i blog today because vivan sweetheart told me to :D yesterday , ehs . nono is today morning , chatted with her for 2 hrs;3mins&42 sec {: know why i am so sure ? cause she so wuxim , put everywhere . i love her loads lah x3s . yups , vivan sweetheart uhs , you hors , lols lols . i also dont no how to say you but but next time if got stead again . must treasure them uhs , dont like the past & for the girl ( you know i know who can lers ) dont care her fuck crap lah . alrights ?:D i am so good lah , hors hors ? LOLS :x soso , chatted with her till dont no when ? kup & call ganlaogong , chatchat till 3 plus & sleep {: Today whole day rot at home , watched finish my lucky star , so nice lah , cans ? the boy inside so SHUAI & CUTE LAH :x piang piang ~ later gonna call vivan sweetheart again ! i love her loads man :D From stranger to sweetheart , LOLS :x &&s tomorrow is me & ganlaogong one month , fast hors !? hohos ~ alrights , tata people :D
Its 1235am now , & i am here to say :
HAPPY ONE MONTH ONE DAY SWEETY X3S.
HAPPY ONE MONTH GANLAOGONG X3s .

&&s sweety so sweet lah , cans ? i show her what she did .

so sweet lah hors ? no wonder my sweety , hohohos :D
ilove everyones , tctc {{{:

2007-09-19T06:04:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo people :D
say hello to me toooooo , lols lols {: Today class was , ehs ? dont no how to say ? Miss phang didnt come again , & Miss Thomas tooo , hohos ~ Chinese period listen mp3 & sleep with serene . IPW also sleep :xScience period sleep again & when teacher finally wake me up , aloads people say teacher tried to call me up aload time , lols lols , also dont no why sia ? i never hear her call me lehs ? maybe tooo tired ? After school kena stay back ! me , serene , eunice , wendy , ming san , sai jie , mizwan , darren sister : D , & alaods lah , forget who lers ? :x stay back cause never bring science book , Thens kena stay back for math tution ! tmd ~ stay till 33o like that , piang ~ yawns ~ so boring lah cans ? Finally release , went northpoint with eunice , wendy & ming san cause pei-ing ming san go eat thens later Ming yang , Jonathon & Pikachu come meet us , Jonathon so cute lah , cans ? hohos ~ i keep disiao him :x (: Yahui came meet me at 43o , headed down to causeway , she go find her buyer mah , hohos ~ thens crap around , take picture like
siao like that :x , went home about 7 ? at first thought got tution but CANCEL :D goodgood xD
Today in class was like so damn fuck up , dont no why ? feel like beating people lah :x & things happened , i shouldnt post it here yeas ? FOR DEAREST :
THIS IS SOMETHING FOR YOU :D
Yes , you may be hurt but remember there is always us for you :Di may not good at anwei-ing you butbut you are my loved ones & all ican is to listen to you {: & iam sure , one day ; you will grow up & forget (you know ) :Dyes , you may cry & cry & cry now but somehow , someday .as you think back , you going to smile (:I may not be good with word but i am always here (:

Okays , photo timeeeeeeeee {:

this is how much she love me :D

yahui love retarted face :D

& when i get real high .

step emo :x

yes , we may have fought in the past but you are
still loved , girl x3s .

i dont no what she is doing ? retarted ? :x

ngzenghui say TWIST :D

siaoblood hers :x

? boliao lah us .

isnt this SWEET ?

when we get high :D

& WHEN I GOT BORED XD

my heart heart clip !

& when i started to fell in love with her .

i dont no what we doing also :x

i clip up my finge ! so toot lah cans ?

hohos , i force her to clip ders :D

siaocharbo :D

she is the sot sot one :x

i kiss her upside down , inside out , cans xD

my fuck toot clip up fringe !

2007-09-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

Today whole day in schooool was fun xD cause all cher never COME so had relief teacher whole day :D Morning i bought three the got 9 colour kuay go school & three pancake cause the 9 colour kuay own serene hen long lers , i am so good lah hors {:
After that relief cher again ! me , serene , eunice , wendy boliao boliao go use glitter draw table . draw till hen nice alrights ? waitwait got photo :D READ FINISH FIRST LAH ! thens the nbcb kpkb cher go complain to Captain May , aiyaaaaa , also only tell us to rup off & doesnt they know that the glitter can be take off !? bodoh lah :x rahhhhhh ~ Recess & geography :D sleep :x boliao lah , hohos ~ After geography , relief cher again (: heees . thens this time listen song & we four lie on the table & sleep sososo imagine four girl head down with mp3 & in the same row , so funny lah cans ? :D
Speant the whole day crapping , listen song & take photo && draw table ! so fun lah , lols ~
Surprise today i didnt disiaosiao ehs {:

PHOTOOOO TIME [:

qingren name :D

my bigbig namee {: i know ugly lah :x

wendy dearest !:D

sweet lah ehs ? taoehs ders (:

this is our final work ! credit to those two bottle :x {: :D

yesterday draw ders {:

yesterday taoeh drew it , hen cute lors the lolipop :DDD

this i how boliao we get in school hohos ~ After school went meet shermaine mummy they alll , till 4 plus ? homeeeeee {{:

i am confuse ,

i doubt your love :x

2007-09-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hellllloooos people :D
today was fun fun fun in classs ! Miss Kaur didnt came so its like so nan ders , playplayplay {: thens science dont no cher today sotbloood lah , sudddenly so fierce , make us all so shock .
after that was ringggggg ~ recesss , after recess was late for assembly , disiao those dog again :x thens they complain Mr Leong , aiyayayaya , thens kpkb lors then go back class ,
CHINESE LESSSSSON , was damn funny i tell you , serene & me laugh like dont no what , thens me , serene , wendy & eunice at there siaosiao , shot for dont no what , thens keep make the EEEEEE, till they cant buaytahan me .hohos ~ cher also cant buaytahan us till she dont want give us do test , lols . after that was literature , thens me & serene at there boliao , thens use glitter draw our table , draw till so cute lah , alrights ? butbut cher make us clean away , hurhurs :/ heng we take picture of it :D

After that was cme & ringgggg ~ school end , chinese cher come find us let us do test . seeee ~ i know she wouldnt so boxim as to let us fail ders {: After that went history , watch video , nice nice man , watch till 3 thens releaseeeeeeee ~
Went northpoint with eunice , wendy & serene , intend to buy things eatthen head down to 213 but but zhibing , fangying , tze jun , fu xiang & eileen bestie come meet us & the rest of it , i dont wanna say lers .
So , stay at mac till 5 & headed to 213 , at there boliao lah . till 6 plus ? walk back , saw honey : D her shoe PI - JIAK , lols lols ~ thens i told you to take off her shoe & walk barefooted {{:

i dont no , boy ;

i really dont , if its the real love you are talking about .,

you will wait ders , rights ?

2007-09-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

ohminetian ! ohminegod ! ohminefuck ! i went to cut my fringe ! &s ite like super duper toot toot cans !? So , today went out with wendy dearest & eunice qingren , at first is pei dearest cut only , thens qingren also cutting so so i boliao go cut my fringe also ! ohminetian uhs ! so toot toot lah cans !? mei you face see people liaos :( qingren cut till hen nice lah but she keep kpkb say bhuang bhuang , & dearest is also alrights lah only her fringe quite short , lols lols .
& sway sway , after cutting , i found my shoe PI - JIAK ! also dont no why thens suddenly pi jiak ~ bo bian lors , that time also not aload money so go find the mend shoe ders help me mend lors , while the uncle is mending shoe , me , qingren & dearest went northpoint toilet at there kpkb our hair , cam whore , imagine me only wearing one side of shoe & walking around like dont no what !? lols , bhuang lah cans !?

After dont no how long , went took my shoe ! was like so happy lah cans & mend shoe for only 2 $ , cheapo lah yeas ? after that intend to go 213 find Ming san ders but he not there so went 219 find Ming yang they all, at there slackslack , saw yahui tooo ! i shout loud loud her name & go hug her ;D till 6 plus ? wen zhen , xinqi laogong , huiying , elyassa , weixiang ,jia rong didi , royster ? his stead , Jia xiong & aload aload come lah , hohos ~ i was like mad when i saw xinqi laogong , run to her & jump on her & hug her & she say i THREE EIG ! lols lols ~{: xinqi laogoing keep say i THREE EIGHT LAH :X at there siao siao lah , disiaosiao , till 7 plus ? pei dearest & qingren go makan makan & went back 213 again , hohos ~ i keep disiao weixiang , say he AN ZHEN ! lols lols thens calll him qing qing my dog cause he wearing green shirt mah , thens went to walk walk & talk talk with royster ? & qingqing :D QINGQING BIG BULLY LAH ! ALWAYS BULLY ME ! :( && royster & qingqing buaytahan me uhs , lols , keep tell me to diam cause i hen noisy , keep scream here scream there :x
& about 9 plus ? walk back with qingqing cause he going his ah ma house mah thens near my home also so walk together lors .

Today no photo cause allllll BHUANG BHUANG BHUANG !
alrights , tata people & tc ehs (:

2007-09-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

my fuck damn eye bag & eye circle ! i am so fuck up lah !:x
So so , today went makan makan breakfast with honey & xinyi before going school , reach school about 8 plus ? thens i run away from mdm aini , heng she never say me uhs , later kpkb again :x
Reach school , nothing to do lah , was so tired today man ! hohos ~ butbut didnt sleep lah , lols ~
& 125o was release , break & went to science centra , was so duper fun i tell you .
Reach there , thens we at outside the Eco - classroom , saw small fungi ? or whatever , thens thens i saw the dont no what super duper big lizard with the tail that dont no long till what , i ji tao shocked & scream lors , cause its tail really look like a snake & i fuck hate snake & everyone was like shocked by me && i swear i cry out , alrights ?

& we went catching dragonfy & fish & loads loads insect , hen fun bodoh !{: i caught a dont no what & a shrimp & a dragonfly ! Dragonfly is damndamndamn nice alrights ? hen piao liang lors :x lols . After catching those was freeeeeeee time !;D
& me & serene went up to the tree house ! hen nice lah :D lols lols ~ & serene wrote our name , lols , memories memories * hohos ~
After that we went toilet mah thens it was smelly & just nice i saw the air refreshes ? & i spray it around thens i bring out & anyhow spray ~
We went secondary floor & it was damn funny lah , we saw a machine dont no what you go press your gender & you take a picture , they will let you know how your child look like next time , damn funny lah cans , me , serene , eunice & wendy were at there playing around , hohos ~
After that went outside play water water ! most & damn fun lah , make me & serene all wet wet but but hen fun bodoh , play till we she bu de go back {: lols ~ were playingthe run across the spraying water & stand underneath a pail of water & when the water fells , it will splash on you , hen fun lah , like went back to childhood (:
& 5plus ? went back school , rush home & rush to tution again .
tata ~ i am gone {:

2007-09-11T00:38:00.000-07:00

awns ~ today i am damn tired lah , ohminetian ~ dont ask me why cause i also dont no , lols lols .
slept hen long in class today , geography one hour , thens english class , still hen tired & sleep sleep sleep , Miss Kaur try to call me up a few times but i still fell asleep sooon .
wah lah lah , also dont no why so tired ? tmd :x lols . Today class was boringgggggg ~ first four period was talking & crapping , after reccess was sleeping . hurhurs . late for school tooo , saw honey & xin yi at bus stop , take bus to school together {: lol lols , i love them lah , hohos :D
After school had assembly & its was damn damn boliao , alrights ? give away prize & Mr yeo ah yeo at there kpkb :x & straight after school was home , bath & nap , IAMDAMNTIREDTODAYALRIGHTS ? &amp;amp;&&s my damndamn precious nails break today again ! sad lah :'( now all nail is short !? nbcb ~
&&&s my precious comb lost !? ohminetian uhs . alrights alrights , tata ~
photo time :DD

wendy dearest house {:

2007-09-10T06:25:00.000-07:00

i am damn sad now lah bodoh ~ fuck , hais . Saw something that i shoudnt see lah thats why thanks to it & now i am sad but but thanks to my tmd kp cb ganlaogong , he cheer me up , thanks you lah :D Love you loads lah .
& today in school was boreddddd . Mdm tay & chinese cher didnt come so have aload have free period , & thats why sleep sleep sleep {: & play playplay & walk around the school :D
After school , went 213 ((: play play play , hen funny lah cans ? have damn loads fun :D
siaosiaosiao me lah , hohos , dearest didnt go school today , haiyo :{ .
know we miss you !? lols lols ~
so so had fun till 5 plus & home ~
tomorrow gonna buy beehoon go school eat lah , eat school things till sians ~
alrights alrights , thats it for today , on phone with my tmd cb ganlaogong now , tata ~

boy : its another promise break , aint it ?

you the same as all , hongster & realistic .

fuck those fake hope lah .

2007-09-09T07:35:00.000-07:00

i am sad lah bodoh , dont no why , haiyoyo .
OKays okays , today went wendy dearest house . hohos ~ met siao siao eunice at 4 , thens i bought her my mummy green bean soup , she love it lah :D
eat lers thens slack slack under her block , 43o walk to northpoint , saw Mingyang , ediot him say i what what what , hurhurs .
Reach northpoint , saw Tze jun & alvin thens tal talk awhile wait for serene come . She came lers , went food court makan makan & headed to wendy dearest house :D
reach there , she came down find us & we went shop&save bought tibits & drink {:
reach her house around 7 , play play , eat eat , her cousin damn cute alrights (:
745 ? took bus with siaosiao eunice back home :D
Sian lah , tomorrow what ? SCHOOL START ! nbcb ~ sian bodoh .

& i trutly miss them ,

hope to see them sooon ehs :D

2007-09-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

Went town & bugis with girlfriends today ,
hohohos ~ so long didnt went out with them lers (: but but today time was quite short together ehs , aws ~ lazy to type again . lols lols .
Aiya , so went bugis first , went eat wanto meee , nice nice :D saw xiaokid , at first i didnt saw him ders but he call me ,thens i shock lah , lols . thens went archard play play play :D
& went walk walk , bought a tee shirt :D & around 6 ? wendy , eunice & joyce went home first . early ehs ? cause joyce have to go back home . time may be short with them but memories memories is most important * {: OHS , & lucky joyce win a mickey mouse , CUTE LAH (:
after they left , me accompany serene go find shoe but no shoe lah thens went eat eat again :D
& then meet xingan & yvonne , headed to cine , xingan&yvonne went pasta mania eat & siaopeh me & serene kept throwing paper downstair , LOLS , so fun , cans ? was laughing like mad & thens after that , we kup money buy pizza & its like damn small , cans ?
& then headed to camwhore lah , lols .

pretty yvonne lah

shes pretty ehs , cans ? love her loads (:

didnt take much photo , all not nice ders , so delete delete delete .
reach home around 11 , mummy kp awhile , lols thens bath & online :D

&suddenly he came & ask me this & that

i dont no how to answer you boy but

yes , i do still miss you .

2007-09-07T09:04:00.001-07:00

hohos ~ long long never update lers yea ? cause thanks to my lazy--ness .
lols lols , shall do a survay cause wendy dearest told me to :D
pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1.wendy
2.eunice
3.serene
4.ian
5.shermaine
6.jeff
7.richmond
8.dorothy
9.yvonne
10.zhibing
(who is no.6 having a relationship with?)- ehs ? he is single , hohos :D
(if no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?)-uhs ? impossible bars ? lols .
(what is no.2 studying?)-same same with me {:
(when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)-just now , i call her :D
(what kind of music does no.8 like?)-chinese ? i not sure :x
(does no.1 has any siblings?)-yesyes
(will you woo no.3?)-uhs ? she mine taoehs ; taoeh & gina never say fang (:
(how about no.7?)-siao ehs , lols lols .
(is no.4 single?)-yups , his my ganlaogong , hen kp ders but hen good lah him :D
(what's the surname of no.5?)-jialat ? i forgotten :x
(what's the hobby of no.4?)-kp--ing , lols , && playing lah :D
(do no.5 and no.9 get along well?)-lols , they dont no each other ehs :D
(where is no.2 studying at?)-NORTHVIEW SECONDARY .
(say something casual about no.1)she is my dearest {:
(have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)-i love her already , she my xingan ^^
(where does no.9 live?)-yishun .
(what colour does no.4 like)-dont no ? jialat :x
(are no.5 and no.1 best friends?)-they are friend :D
(does no.7 like no.2?)-uhs ? no lah , no 2 will go mad if it really happen :x
(how did you get to know no.2?)-NORTHVIEW SECONDARY SCHOOL .
(does no.1 has any pets?)-nopes ehs .
(is no.6 the sexiest person in the world?)-uhs ? i have no comment :x
SURVEY DONE LAH MY DEAREST {:
tomorrow will be having another girlfriends outing , this time got me , yvonne pretty , dorothy xingan , wendy dearest , eunice siaosiao , serene taoehs &&s joyce cute cute :D
shall update more tomorrow , tata :D

2007-09-03T00:46:00.000-07:00

Today gonna be a long post but but going to use photo to do the talking (:

01 . o9 . o7
girlfriend outing with dorothy xingan & two yvonne & one yvonne cousin plus her stead .

The four ladies {:

me&xingan loves x3s .

pretty & me .

me& xiaoyvonne take one :havent ready yet lah .

take two , nice {:

went to town & bugis with them , saw aload of nice clothes alrights but no money money . rahhhh ~ lols . &&s we were zilian--ing at every toilet we went .
&&&s xingan told me load of things but i shall not post it here cause & its for me & her to know & you to guess (:

o2 . o9 . o7
went ah ma house , zilian again , lols lols .

Alrights , & today stay at home whole day , bored lah . haahs , sians ,
i miss shermaine mummy :D must meet up with her real sooon .

2007-08-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

hohohos ~ i created a blog again because of mine dearest wendy request . i am so wuxim lah hors :D blog more later {:

BACK (:
mine blog is official done lah , hoho . aws~ iamSICK && plus dont no what happen to mine face , suddenly so red !? How am i going to go out tomorrow !? NOFACESEEPEOPLELAH :X
i want kbox kbox tomorrow but but due to mine face , nbcb lah :x pekchek uhs .
Today after school straight away take cab home , hen paisehs lah , lols lols .

AND THIS IS FOR MINE MIAO LAOPO :
what happen had happen , its no use regretting or hoping to turn back time . & since you have regret , what for carrys on with the mistake ? If he is really serious , he wouldnt want to hurt you nor touch you , grow up wouldnt you ?
i dont want see you get hurt again . & stop doing those thing , say no to him , arights ? &&s i will always be here for you (: